From an online blog in Chinese I’m a subscriber to, translated by me…
Why are you, still, inside this confined space? Or maybe, you’re still, afraid, feeling lost? You feared, that if you leave the comfortable place you’re currently in, you will, get be completely, defeated, by reality, and that, if, you’d, moved along too fast, you may, forget, who you were when you’d started from before.
Feared, that if you’d left the you that everybody is familiar with
Nobody will have your back, people you know would, desert you.
And, as life goes on, more and more of these questions had, hounded down on you, they’d, masked up your hesitations, urged you onward. So, you’d, moved, slowly onward, but, backed away, as a decision comes before you.
Who are you?
And why, are you, alive?
This is, an existentialism crisis, that this individual is experiencing, s/he is starting to, question everything that s/he comes into contact with, and, feels confused, about the purpose of life, and, there’s, NO other option (or so this person had been led to believe!), but to, keep moving onward, and, this person doesn’t realize, that it’s okay, to NOT have all the answers in one’s life, that somehow (don’t ask me how, but I just know it!!!), that things will all work out, the way it’s, supposed to………