Melted Lies…

Like that piece of melted chocolate, creating a WHOLE lot of unnecessary mess???

Melted lies, they’d dissolved, in the face of cold hard truths of what had happened, and you’re left with this, sticky situation you’re struggling, to get out of.

like this???  Not my photograph…melted popsicke 的圖片結果

Melted lies, they’re, meant to cause a huge mess, as lies will always dissolve, in the face of truth, and, it doesn’t just, go away that easily, oh no! The effects of those, melted lies will, stay with you your whole life, you little boy who cried W-O-L-F!

Melted lies, what can I do with them? They’re not strong enough, for me, to weld them BACK into ironclad. Nor are they, useful to me, so yeah, I’d, put those melted lies, inside that box with all the broken dreams you handed me, and along with you, I’d, thrown it ALL outside, by the C-U-R-B.

Melted lies, no matter what, the lies will always end up, dissolving, you can’t, keep it stabilized, as lies aren’t meant to be stable……………

 

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Remember the Lies…

Remember the lies, seeping through those yellow, tobacco stained teeth of his, don’t you EVER forget that! How awful you’d felt, as he stood there, with his arms folded, making you, swallow them all down (without enough water to wash it all down too!).

Remember the lies, how can you forget them, huh? He’d hurt you, repeatedly, using them, and you’d, allowed him to, ‘cuz you didn’t know how to make them stop!

Remember the lies, of course you do, feel that betrayal of your heart, of your trust, hear that heart of yours, aching in progression, until the pain became, unbearable, and, you will, hurt even more, and for even longer still.

Remember the lies, let them take over your life completely, and, you will forever, be trapped by them, never finding that exit sign ever! He’d had you trapped all right.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sick & Tired, of ALL the What-If’s…

I’m sick, sick and tired, of ALL the what-if’s, what if, we’d met earlier, than, I would NOT be STUCK in this state of mind, this way of life I’m currently in, and you, I really don’t know, nor would I, wish to give a SHIT, what happens to you!

Sick and tired, of all the what-if’s, and yet, they’d, built up, like those dust that’s, covered up the mantle, and, I’m allergic to DUST ahhhhhhhhhhchoooooooooooo!!!  Sick and tired, of all the what-if’s, what are the purposes of, those annoying, what-if’s anyway, huh?  Sick and tired, of All the what-if’s, had we met earlier, had we not allowed life to get in the way of our love, then, it may all have turned on, differently, and yet, we’d, gone down, separate paths in life (hopefully, our paths will, NEVER come near to intersecting again!!!).

Sick and tired of ALL the what-if’s, they’re, absolutely, USELESS and pointless, and, the purpose of those god DAMN annoying what-if’s is merely to, keep me bound, to my past, and I’d, decided, I want to, break free, and now, all that’s, left for me to do, is to figure out an effective way, to get myself, from those piled-on what-if’s on top of me right now………

Sick and tired of ALL the what-if’s, if there are, no what-if’s, this world would be, perfect (well more like LESS defective!!!) to live in, wouldn’t it???  And yet, count up, how many what-if’s are in your lives???

 

 

 

 

 

One Day, I Will See Us…

yup, it’s, EXACTLY like this!!!  Photo from online…

One day, I will see us, for who we truly are, without ALL the flashes, the thrills, and the spotlights, just plain you and I…

One day, I will see us, after the love had, faded, after so many washes it’d, endured, we will finally, show our selves to each other, but until then, I guess, we’ll simply just, live blindly, with the façades of love, hovering over us both.

One day, I will see us, without the hi-def colors, when everything became black and white, AND shades of gray too, and maybe then, I’ll realize, that this ain’t love at all, but until the day comes, I’ll always be, that girl with stars in her eyes, dreaming of you, as her Prince Charming (more like a TOAD if you ask me!!!).

One day I will see us, but, I can’t, because, the realities of this god DAMN life of mine, hadn’t quite, set in yet, and, don’t know when, it’ll, set in, but, I got a feelin’, that, it’ll be, sometime soon, ‘cuz lately, I’d been, feelin’, kinda awful, with you around………

One day, I will see us, but, I still can’t, because I’m still, BLINDED, by these HUGE headlights of L-O-V-E, you do realize, how driving to someone else’s headlights CAN blind you, right???

 

 

 

Hearing about Your Lost Love

From a blog in Chinese I’m a subscriber to, translated by me…

I kept hearing you talk

About her

You kept ranting incessantly on

how good she was

pouring her heart out 的圖片結果exposing the most vulnerable parts of ourselves here…not my photograph…

You Kept Telling Me About Him

How He’s Still, Taking Up Her Whole Heart

I Kept Listening to You

Telling Me about Your Ex-Girlfriend’s Him & Her

With the Beginning, and the End, How Regrettable it Was that the Two of You Met Up Too Late

You Kept Ranting Incessantly

like this, except it’s with her current boyfriend instead of a girlfriend…not my photograph…

On the Second Person Pronouns in Your Life

Belonging to You, Him, and Her

Existed, in My First-Person Regrets

My & My Loneliness

We Keep, Hearing that Rain Falling on the Lakes of My Heart

So, this is on the sorrows of dating someone who hadn’t readied her/himself for you yet, and, maybe, you think that if you wait a little longer, than, the individual will wholeheartedly, give her/himself to you, but, that’s a FAT chance, because people usually don’t get over their broken hearts, especially with the emotional attachments still intact that easily!

 

 

 

 

Motivated by the Lies…

I was, motivated by the lies, they bear, NO short-term bad consequences, in fact, they’re, all beneficial to me for the time being…

Motivated by the lies, that, is how you were raised, for every lie you’d told since you were a young child, you’d gotten away with, doing something you shouldn’t have, and, because you’d, escaped punishment for misbehaving by lying about your actions, you’d turned, into, a habitual liar.

Motivated by the lies, we all have the opportunities in our lives, to get, motivated by the lies, because, let’s face it, there are, almost NO short-term bad consequences for telling lies, and besides, most of the lies we tell, are those, little white ones, and, they don’t hurt nobody (yes, still highly aware, that I’d used, ANOTHER, won’t be my last still!!! DOUBLE-NEGATIVE!).

Motivated by the lies, because you are too nearsighted, only seeing what’s before you, you’d, neglected that for the long run, truth will serve you better………

Troubled, by ALL Their Secrets…

She was, troubled, by ALL their secrets, for they used her, like a Pandora’s Box, and started, pouring their secrets into her.  At first, she didn’t think it was a big deal, but as she got older, the secrets changed and maximized, and, they’d, grown, out of proportions now…

like this…not my photograph…

Troubled, by ALL their secrets, there are, those years, of hidden truths, masked up with lies.  Troubled, by ALL their secrets, there’s, NO way she’ll, ever be free, from it all, she’d been, hearing those, harsh-sounding secrets all her life, and now, her life became, nothing but, this BIG lie!

Troubled, by ALL their secrets, how will she ever be free?  How will she ever be, rid of the secrets now, she’d been carrying them, since her entire life.  Troubled, by ALL their secrets, she’ll NEVER be, free again, she’ll forever be, troubled now.

like this???  Not my photograph…

Troubled, by ALL their secrets, she won’t, not anymore!  For, she’d, given ALL their secrets, BACK, to their designated “owners” now, and, she felt, lighter these days, now that she’s, stopped carrying everybody ELSE’s secrets with her.