Sleeping Beauty, a Poem of Confessions of Love

How can the kiss of D-E-A-T-H be anything that remotely looks like L-O-V-E, huh??? Translated…

How I Longed to be Sleeping Beauty

After You’d Planted that Kiss on My Lips

I Shall, Never Wake Up Again

So, perhaps, you want to stay asleep, so you can, keep dreaming about being kissed by your prince? But, what if, it’s NOT the princes who came to kiss you, but T-O-A-D-S, huh???

here’s that “prince”, kissing sleeping beauty…查看來源圖片from the Disney productions, from online…

 

 

 

 

 

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Saved Your Lies, for a Worse Day…

Still not in my nature, to THROW anything away, fearing, that I may one day, need what I have no use for right now…

So, I’d, saved your lies, for a worse day, but, I’m having better days now, and so, your lies stopped, making their treks across my mind. Saved your lies, for a worse day, I shouldn’t have, I know, because on my worse days, I’d be desperate, for that cheer-me-up, and your lies, just don’t, do the “trick” at all, but, I’d, saved them, for a worse day.

I suppose, it’s how I want to, remind myself, how your lies are, FAR worse than the worse days that I’d currently be, experiencing? Like measuring down, and feeling good ‘bout myself, maybe?

Saved your lies, for a worse day, until, all I got, were your lies, manifesting, into my life, and, every day gets worse than the ones that came previously. This won’t do!

So, I’d, stopped saving your lies, for ANY day, besides, been living with your lies, for too long, it’s time, I’d, cleared them all away, and, the moment I got rid of that latest and last lie of yours, I see the sun, shining on my face…

I will NEVER be, saving your lies again, learned THAT lesson, the HARD way too, don’t you know???

 

 

 

 

 

Forgotten How Sweet Your Lie Tasted

I had, forgotten, just how sweet your lies tasted, until, I’d had, another bite of it again, and, one bite, it was, never, quite enough for me, for I’d, become, so, totally, addicted to what you’re, telling me, those poisons you’d, poured, deep, into my ears.

Forgotten how sweet your lies tasted, and, I know I shouldn’t, but, I can’t help it, I’d, craved, those sweetened lies of yours, even if they weren’t, the least bit true, it’s okay, just, let me, get fooled, a little bit, longer…

Love Poison 的圖片結果and yet, we still, can’t help ourselves, can we???  Nope!  Not my picture…

Forgotten how sweet your lies tasted, and, I just, can’t get enough, and yet, my heart knows, deep down, that you don’t, really love me, that you were just, keeping me, on that leash, see if, I’ll, keep on, comin’ back to your side.

And, the effects of your bad love finally, wore off, completely, and now, I’d, completely, forgotten, just how sweet your lies tasted, and I have, NO more cravings of that sort anymore. Guess your lies finally, became, so, totally, FUCKING worn out for me. Well, it’s taken, LONG enough all right!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Warmed, by the Lies of Your Love…

Stay with me here, people!!!

Yup, my brain (my mind???) is still, fighting this LOSING battle with my heart here…

Warmed, by the lies of your love, I’d become, so totally, addicted, to what you’d, fed me, and I know, that they were, nothing, but lies too!

查看來源圖片like this??  Picture found online…

Warmed, by the lies of your love, they’d, become so hot on a cold winter’s night, like the crackling fire burning in the fireplace, and I’d, stayed close, to keep myself warm, without knowing, that that fire of your lies will soon, consume me, and burn me up, scorch me, and take my life, but what can I say? I’d become, that stupid moth, drawn to, your flames here.

Warmed, by the lies of your love, perhaps, it’s this, long lasting effect of this bad love you’d, given to me, that I’m still waiting on, to wear off, and I know, that eventually, I will be off of you (like an addiction???), so guess, I’ll just have to, go through the DETOX program, with the withdrawal symptoms, and everything then???

 

 

Threading Your Lies, into the Tapestries of Our Lives…

This is, what, you’d, been doing, since BEFORE we were, ever wed (uh yeah, remember that film from, long, long ago: I Me Wed???). Threading your lies, into the tapestries of our lives, I’d, consented to this, so, I’d, admit to MY part of my own share, of WRONGDOING!

Threading your lies, into the tapestries of our lives, you’d done that, repeatedly, and, because there was still love I’d, felt for you from before, I just kept, allowing you, to get your ways with me, again, and again, and again.

But, I’d become, too, god DAMN tired, of all of this BULLSHIT now! I know I’m, economically, capable, without your hard-earned dollars, that you’d, brought home to me, to keep this, god DAMN household, intact! I know I got what it takes, to SURVIVE, out, in the REAL world here!

Threading your lies, into the tapestries of our lives, can’t understand, that it’d taken me, this long, to finally see it! Perhaps, all those years of endless suffering I’d endured at your mercy had a purpose, but what? It’d not, revealed itself, to me yet. Threading your lies, into the tapestries of our lives, and now, my child is slowly, growing up, and, seeing how he is, becoming, more and more like his father by the day, it’d, alarmed me, it’d, made me, decide, to walk out on you.

For I shall NEVER, allow your FUCKED up behaviors (cheating, lying, and everything ELSE???), to rule over MY life, and I will STOP your influences, on our sons’ impressionable minds, because I don’t want them, to grow up, into LOSERS like you, and besides, I’m NEVER going to, SPOIL my sons rotten, the way YOUR mother had, done you!!!

 

Lines Turned into Lies…

I’d, gotten lost, between your lines, those lines that told and retold, our love stories to the rest of the world, but now, you, don’t love me anymore, and I just, can’t, quite wrap my fingers around it…

And, those well-written lines, they’d, become, those, harsh lies, that just, pricked at my, tender, fragile heart now. Lines turned into lies, it’s, actually, easy, just remove the “n”, there’s, not even any need, of rearranging the orders of the letters! Lines turned into lies, oh, how amazing those lines made me feel, and now, how hurtful, those LIES you’d, sown into my mind?

Lines turned into lies, and, there’s no way, to find that, lost “n” back again, it’d already gotten, devoured, gobbled up whole, by the monster of our, lost love. Lines turned into lies, and I’d, grieved, for the lines that’s, metamorphosed into those lies, and now, I’m don’t, those lies will, remain lies, and my heart gets it now………

Melted Lies…

Like that piece of melted chocolate, creating a WHOLE lot of unnecessary mess???

Melted lies, they’d dissolved, in the face of cold hard truths of what had happened, and you’re left with this, sticky situation you’re struggling, to get out of.

like this???  Not my photograph…melted popsicke 的圖片結果

Melted lies, they’re, meant to cause a huge mess, as lies will always dissolve, in the face of truth, and, it doesn’t just, go away that easily, oh no! The effects of those, melted lies will, stay with you your whole life, you little boy who cried W-O-L-F!

Melted lies, what can I do with them? They’re not strong enough, for me, to weld them BACK into ironclad. Nor are they, useful to me, so yeah, I’d, put those melted lies, inside that box with all the broken dreams you handed me, and along with you, I’d, thrown it ALL outside, by the C-U-R-B.

Melted lies, no matter what, the lies will always end up, dissolving, you can’t, keep it stabilized, as lies aren’t meant to be stable……………