Not receiving the proper kind of emotional support you’d needed from someone, and so, you’d, stopped, trying, to prove yourself to her! Translated…
“Actually, it’s quite useless that you wrote poetry.”, from time to time, she’d told me these sorts of immature beliefs of hers.
Naturally, even to this day, she’d still believed that firmly, no matter how hard I’d worked, in writing my poems.
I shall, continue writing poetry, for I’d come to the understanding of, I shouldn’t, attempt too hard, to change her beliefs about what I do.
Because to me, that would be, a useless feat too.
So, you’d, finally stopped trying, to convince whoever it is that’s so important to you, what you’re doing, is meaningful, because you’d realized, that you can’t change her mind, and this actually worked out better, for you, because, you’d, stopped caring about what the outside world says of what you do for a living, and just, worked hard, doing what it is you do, writing poetry!
JUST the Unwinding of Thoughts 